You dont know what you do to me...

Life is hard.. its not always easy to keep a positive outlook on things when all your faced with are pebbles and boulders of negativity in your path..

I try...

I've tried..

I'm trying so hard...

to get my life together.. what is my purpose? I see myself being successful and so happy and surrounded by people who support and love me.. but.. how can i get there?

sometimes the hardest thing is the easiest.. and the strongest person externally can be the weakest internally..

T.M.I about me..

1. What's your real name → Valerie
2. Nicknames → Val, Valie, Gaylerie, V.Fish
3. Relationship Status → solo
4. Zodiac sign → Cancer
5. High school → Paul Robeson
6. Hair color → Brownish
7. Long or short → Short
8. Height → 5'8"
9. Do you have a crush on someone → I wouldn't call it a crush...
10: What do you like about yourself? → My intelligence, creativity, personality, body, my drive, and my ability to bounce back
11. Piercings → 2 in each ear & belly button
12. Tattoos → 1 on my wrist, sooo much more to come.
13. Righty or lefty → Righty

FIRSTS :
14. First love → cool dude, Mike
15. First piercing → ears, duh
16. First best friends → my first REAL bffs are still my bffs.
17. First pet → goldfish
18. First vacation → visiting the southern fam, yrs ago, not really a vacay tho .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
19. Yourself → if I don't, who will?
20. Miracles → uhhh not so much
21. Love at first sight → more like lust at first sight
22. Heaven → uhhhh tryna figure that one out still.
23. Santa Claus → uhh nahh
24. Kissing on the first date → acceptable..
25. Angels → Yeah my mom & my grandma
26. Is there one person you want to be with right now → maybe, but does he know?
27. If you could pack up and leave, would you? → Yups, straight to Japan