Your life is fucked..

WOW... just wow. (via FML)

*Today, I received my passport in the mail. They got my birthdate wrong. Then I picked up my birth certificate that I had sent in with the application. Turns out my parents have been celebrating my birthday on the wrong day for 16 years. FML

*Today, I heard my sister masturbating in her room. I took the dog around the block to get out of the house, and I came back to see her leaving her room... my electric toothbrush in her hand. FML

*Today, my husband dropped me off at work, ten minutes later I got a text saying" I just dropped the b*tch off I'll be there in a few baby, miss you". I asked him about it he said he "I dont know what youre talking about Megan". My name isnt Megan, not even close. FML

*Today, my daughter asked me when was the first time I had sex. After I told her 22 she quickly shouted, "Beat ya!" She's thirteen. FML

*Today, my boyfriend and I decided to try anal sex. When he was done, I turned around to see him holding a strap-on with a smile on his face and said 'Now, do me'. FML

now that is just.. wow..

I like... this..

Kama Balloon Ep. 3 from Anton Lobachev on Vimeo.

Kama Balloon Ep. 2 from Anton Lobachev on Vimeo.

Now.. Whats wrong with this picture?

Well its not really a picture.. but im a little.. uhh.. disturbed.. this is Spectacular from Pretty Ricky... umm doesnt he always sing about loving the ladies? uhh.. i think he doesnt anymore... FAIL.

And the countdown begins...

25 days till the BDAY.....

July

Fun to be with
Secretive
Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Takes pride in oneself
Has reputation
Easily consoled
Honest
Concern about people's feelings
Tactful
Friendly
Approachable
Very emotional
Temperamental and unpredictable
Moody and easily hurt
Witty and sarky
Sentimental
Not revengeful
Forgiving but never forgets
Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things
Guides others physically and mentally
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
Wary and sharp
Judge people through observations
Hardworking
No difficulties

Mixtape Love...

More often than not I find myself listening to less mainstream artists.. something about a starving artist that seems to spark creativity... well here are some of my favs...

Drake..

Theo Martin..

Wale's first mixtape..

MY CURRENT FAV: Theophilus London

You dont know what you do to me...

Life is hard.. its not always easy to keep a positive outlook on things when all your faced with are pebbles and boulders of negativity in your path..

I try...

I've tried..

I'm trying so hard...

to get my life together.. what is my purpose? I see myself being successful and so happy and surrounded by people who support and love me.. but.. how can i get there?

sometimes the hardest thing is the easiest.. and the strongest person externally can be the weakest internally..

Finally..

This is what went down 2 weeks ago.. super late... thanx to Goldberg!

Escalator Race..

Dance Session with a tourist...

Interview at Soup & Burger of Marv (Marvelous) by Brainchild

At the Wordspit Video Shoot for Joystick Madness...

Shouts to all the new homies :)

Dream dress..

I don't want to get married ANYTIME soon but.. this is probably what my wedding dress will look like.. (I dont watch The Game so I have no clue what the premise is for this shot.. but its gorgeous)

Summer looks..

Forever 21 has been steppin' their game up HARD! yeah its cheap clothes.. but would you really want to pay alot for a trend thats going to be out of style next season?? Heres some dopeness from their 8tee4 collection...

OR maybe I just really love how this shoot was styled..

See more HERE..

Ms. Sandcastle Disco..

Solange = Champagne Chronic Nitecap + Cosmic Journey + Fashion Flair ..

love this fit..

the skirt..

black & white with pink rings...

I'd KILL for her closet.

New Fav Feel Good Vid...

A guaranteed smile.. especially if you LOVE Daft Punk like me...

Get Mad Kobe! GET MADDDDD!

This sh*t had me dying at work today.. like literally laughing at my desk.. Gotta love Lebron.

Poetry Corner..

Untitled-Tupac

Strength is overcome by weakness
Joy is overcome by Pain
The night is overcome by Brightness
and Love - it remains the same

Memorial Day Weekend...

Hopefully I'll make it out... the homie Juan aka Hoffa is hostin..

Saturday 5.16... Come Out!

First.. I'll be checkin out this shopping event at Not Just Vintage.. deff buyin some goods & checkin the homie Lawrence, designer of Triple L Society, who will be selling some good ish too..

Not Just Vintage
1260 Bedford Ave
Brooklyn, NY 11216

Then.. I'll be at Santos Party House supporting the homie Wordspit.. who will be on stage performing... BE THERE OR BE A LOSERRR!

Santos Party House
96 Lafayette St
Manhattan, NY 10013

'memba Ricky Lake?

I was like 8 years old when this episode aired but.. this was when talk shows were GOOOOOD...

Yours Truly Brand Site Re-Launch..

Jenny & Brent have been workin hard over at YTB to bring you guys a dope ass site.. The nav bar is now on the bottom of the page so you can click with ease... Click on blog to get the latest on Yours Truly.. Click on Collection to see Spring 09 Above the Clouds and past seasons... ANDDDD don't forget to click on SHOP to buy ish.. hit me for discount codes!!

GET UP ON IT: Yours Truly Brand

Tupac is Deep..

I randomly bought Tupac's Poem book, The Rose That Grew From Concrete... I always knew Tupac was a complicated and intelligent man but you get to see the depth of his thoughts in his writing.. I'll be posting my favorite poems from time to time... starting with this one.. it speaks to me..

The Eternal Lament

By: Tupac Shakur

From my mind 2 the depths 0f my soul

I yearn 2 achieve all of my goals

And all of my free time will be spent

On the 1's I miss I will lament

I am not a perfectionist

But still I seek perfection

I am not a great romantic

But yet I yearn for affection

Eternally my mind will produce 

ways 2 put my talents 2 use

and when I'm done no matter where I've been

I'll yearn 2 do it all again.

FYI: A lament is a song, poem or piece of music expressing grief, regret or mourning..

Beenie Man x Baruch...

Here's footage from Beenie's performance at the Caribbean Culture show.. funny shit fast forward to 0:50..

*sorry for the terrible audio quality.. the bass was ridiculous..*

College Sucks..

I've had a horrible academic week...

I feel like just when I get my shit together.. and have a definite plan to get out of college.. something happens to set me back.. Every semester it gets harder and harder for me to stay focused on the lame ass mandatory classes.. because...

If im not interested.. I check out...

If im not passionate about it.. I dont feel like I should do it..

So many internal conflicts about college..

Freshman year.. mann.. i had straight As.. I was involved in my classes.. basically.. I gave a fuck..

Now.. 3 years later.. I've changed majors 3 times.. which at Baruch costs me about 2-3 semesters... which then leads me to graduate in 5 years instead of 4.. Still an undeclared major...

Its not even the timetable that bothers me.. because.. really... whats out there in the real world for me right now? the economy sucks=no jobs..

The problem is... my heart isn't in it... the bestie Ginnette motivates me everyday (even though i act non chalant about it haha).. Her determination to get to her goal of being in medicine and her sacrifices inspire me so much..

I know im smart... I know I can bust down these last classes and get the fuck out of Baruch.. but i feel so defeated.. and worn out.. mentally & physically...

Maybe this summer I'll get refreshed.. & have tons of motivation...

IM GONNA DO IT!..

BA in Graphic Communications coming soon to a wall near me..

Classic Kanye..

Never before released video for "Two Words".. off Kanye's College Dropout..
The concept is simple, yet verrrrry creative.. I love the old school/movie feel...

Skinny Jeans are winning..

Yo this shit is hilarious.. the homie Jonnie S. of Mad Mic Music made this vid about how dudes wearing skinny jeans can lead to mistaken identities...

Hear more of Jonnie S. HERE.

DISCLAIMER:
I do love a dude in fitted/moderately skinny jeans..
If you know me at all..Then you already know my type..
... Just had to say that... haha

When I Step In the Club - Swizz Beatz

Uhh.. I think I'm diggin this... Nah its actually kinda wack, but I like the vid.. Directed by Hype Williams..

Reminds me of my clubbin' days.. ('Memba Club Exit & Farenheit).. good times.. haha..

Uhh.. Weaves for Fashion..

I support a lot of creative/out there designs sometimes..

BUT..

I DON'T BANG WITH THIS SHxT!

(Fall 2009 Looks)

Designer: Alena Akhmadullina

V Magazine with Kate Moss on the cover..


GROSS!

(via Kanye & Trend de la Creme )

Its My Heart, cookie...

Here's a new artist that I've been obsessing over.. Meet Jade... She's a singer..down with GFC New York.. also home to Mickey Factz and Fki.. Her EP, entitled It's My Heart, Cookie is loaded with infectious lyrics and a unique voice that's sure to reel you in..

"...It’s safe to say Jade knows what she wants and she appears to be getting it: playing regularly all over the city to an exploding fan base at venues such as BB Kings, SOB’s, the Knitting Factory, Europa, Club Element, and city wide music events such as the Brooklyn Hip Hop festival and Howl festival, as well as having opened for notables Lupe Fiasco and Slick Rick. Along with her many shows, she has just wrapped up her EP entitled, "It's my heart, cookie." with production from J. Carmelli, Precize (GFCNY), and Inglish (The Cool Kids) and features Theophilus London...

'Jade is planted on the frontlines of a musical revolution of the mind, heart, and outer body. She represents a new age of honesty where the truths of our generation are derived from individual experience, not perception. Watch her fly'
– Trace Magazine..."

JADE promo from Mike Brown on Vimeo.

Check out JADE's Myspace & Download her EP HERE.

Walkin in the rain...

Another random vid..

we're retarded... its official..

1st Saturday at the Bk Museum...

I've never been to First Saturdays before.. and Emily had to go for her class so I decided to tag along.. First of all, I cant believe that an event like this is F R E E... but i dont ask questions lol.. We got there around 7:30 and the place was PACKED.. We couldnt decide where to go first so, Emily and I headed straight to the cafe..

There.. we had some bomb ass mac n cheese.. although it was tad salty (haha)

We headed upstairs and met up with Wordspit & Dave.. andddd thenn.. the non stop laughter began..






Definitely going back next month...

Wale x Baruch..

So.. every year my school, Baruch, shuts down 25th street between Lexington & 3rd ave for Spring Fling.. Theres tons of activities, dope music, & one of the last events before finals.. Last year there were some dancehall artists performing.. like Mr. Vegas.. THIS YEAR.. its all about Hip Hop.. WALE will be up on the stage..

Sucks for me because I'll be working..

THE TRUTH!!!!

Hundreds of people get the swine flu and now everyone is wearing face masks. Millions of people have AIDS but no one wears condoms..go figure..SPREAD TRUTH!"

Is it ME? Nah.. Its really YOU..

I've been single a little over a year now.. & dated 2 dudes seriously during that time and the rest were casual.. With all this alone time, I've learned soo much about myself, what I want and the way dudes think (or don't think)...

Based on my friends' & I's experiences I have a theory (my girls laugh may laugh at me but they KNOW its true):
If you have your shit together, meaning going to college, working, & have goals, etc.. Dudes don't want you NOW, they want you 2-5 years from now.. When they're done running through the rest & want a "wifey/real commitment"... Then if your attractive/sexy, be prepared for the bang out requests..

Ugh! Its so retarded.. And most guys do some variation of that..

Logically there's nothing wrong with that type of thinking given that we're all young & single.. However, girls are emotional creatures.. It takes a strong girl to separate emotions from casual or sexual relationships in order to not get attached... I can do that but eventually, I want to let that guard down & have something real..

I think I'm pretty well rounded.. I go to college, I work, I intern, all while building my unconventional career along the way.. Plus I'm kinda cute, my dimensions are excellent & I have good teeth..

So why wouldn't a dude want to have an intelligent, driven, motivated, cool, sports loving girl by their side? I mean.. could you really ask for anything more?

Ill never understand..